memory is a lover...

forgetfulness is a stranger

I remember

every second.

ghosts linger over me

I feel you in

every room before

my senses reach you

the sight of your face

painted with fingers

the smell of hair

unmistakable

song of your voice

etched into my skin

into mind

all of us

carved into heart

imprinted cave paintings,

my bones, a cavern

words are handprints.

my spirit hasn’t forgotten you.

and

generations will wonder

maybe even recall us differently

than we were.

time will be kind

to love

even love that ends,

because that’s hope

isn’t it?

isn’t it…?

I hope time will be kind to us

and someone will see

the sweet, in the bitter.

I’ve not forgotten you

however much I try.

memory is a lover,

and it is all I’m left with.